Another day. Just another damn day.
It’s my last weekend in Lincoln and as of now, I still haven’t really seen what the nightlife is like here. All the contestants have, but I haven’t.
I was prepared to hit the town last night, swallow my saddness in mindless entertainment in a desperate attempt to regain my sanity. But luckily for me, no one wanted to go anywhere.
I didn’t really want to either. I just knew I couldn’t be cooped up in the room all night - mind all a flutter.
So I packed my lil’ laptop and joined the other geeks downstairs, in the hotel lobby for some REAL “computerized” fun. It was John Chow’s last night here. We took these photos for memories.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR ME JOHN! YOU MAY BE THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL, BUT I STILL CONSIDER YOU AN ANGEL. (awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww………..)
Anyway, we ended up posting that Bachelorette Edition video (see post below), that at first I was honestly a little apprehensive to post.
I guess a part of me is still hoping he returns (MY EX, NOT JOHN. THOUGH IT’D BE NICE IF JOHN RETURNED TOO!). Just don’t want him to think I’m like FULLY ok without him. I’m just being me. The me I was before him, the me I still am after him. The TAC crew has heard an earful of my bitching, so sick of my moaning, groaning and complaining. I was actually told last night to “JUST get over it!” (or something like that) haha. I so needed that. — Quote courtesy of Devin Hunter (www.devinhunter.com). ;o)
I’m pathetic.
It’s quite interesting though to hear all the different opinions, suggestions, advice. I think my break up really hit home when Jonathon Van Clute, the machine himself, broke and offered a giant bear hug and reassurance that things would work out ok.
…And that was all he spoke. Besides, there’s still a competition to win!
Hey cheer up emo kid. Not trying to give you more advice like everyone else. Life can be extreamely though just take everything as a learning experience. If life were all good and dandy it would get kinda boring.
It’s his loss Monica!
You’re a beautiful looking lady …. true love will find you some day …. hang in there!
Listen to me when I say…
If this guy “loves” another girl more than you when you’re gone… dump him and move on. He is a loser and a womanizer.
You NEED to move on from him. Just trust me… You’ll be happier finding a guy who is dedicated to you and more importantly COMMITTED. It’s obvious that your Ex is not committed to you so it’s time to find the next fish in the sea!
Just remember, you’re beautiful and you can get any number of internet geeks now (and more)…
BTW: I’m saying this in a non-hitting on way. I just needed to clarify that… haha
Monica, John is a great guy. About the break up, just remember that below the veneer of every disappointment lurks a blessing. Keep your options open. You look fantastic
Hi Monica
I think you’re absolutely adorable and I’m sorry you have to go through this crap right now. Ignore all the haters - every time you put yourself out there, you’ll always have those who feel a need to sling cruel comments and try to bring you down to their level.
The best cure for a broken heart is to keep insanely busy and try not to allow yourself a spare moment to dwell. It’ll feel surreal and absolutely fake at first - and if you need to cry, take a moment and really let it out - but pick yourself back up afterwards and keep plowing ahead. Immerse yourself completely in new experiences and always remember what an amazing girl you are. If this guy can’t appreciate your beautiful qualities, he doesn’t deserve your tears or your time.
But he was put in your life for a reason, to help guide you toward the perfect man. Surround yourself with as many positive things as you can right now, be gentle with and pamper yourself as much as possible, and I promise, your heart will heal. You just need time.
XOXO
“I laugh because I want to cry…”
Just wanted to congratulate you for being mentioned on John Chow’s blog. You’re bound to get a lot of incoming traffic in the days ahead. Keep up the good cheer. You will succeed, both in finding a partner and in your other endeavours.
So have fun, and carpe diem.
First of all,
THANK YOU IMMENSELY FOR YOUR COMMENTS — everyone of you.
What I want you to do now, is take your right hand, cross it over the front of your left shoulder reach as far down your back as you can and go PAT PAT PAT!
Seriously, many of your comments make me laugh (make me cry — Jennifer Lyn), give me hope.
Yes, John Chow’s plug is apparently helping ALOT. He is a nice guy (but dont tell him I said that)!
TTYall LATER
I’m sure you will do just fine w/o him. Never look back. One thing though, you need to resize ur photos before posting and you should get lightbox so that they don’t open up in a new window when you click them. Check it out here: http://www.lokeshdhakar.com/projects/lightbox2/ if you need help setting it up contact me through my site @ http://www.dcplive.com/
1. Time will fix everything.
2. Lucky you, attending that meeting.
3. You’re a gain for us bloggers, having such a beauty on our side.
4. Good luck in your blogging quest, whatever you want to accomplish with it.
5.
Monica,
Just stumbled upon your blog via Ian Fernando. When a break up like this happened to me, it was hard yeah, but everything happens for a reason. So instead of dwelling on the loss, you can simply look forward to the future and the “unknown” adventures that now await being that you’re still young and have plenty of life left to live, and love to give.
I used to focus on the bad, but when I learned to see the good in what were apparently “bad” situations, that’s when life became full of surprises. You’ll see some new doors open, I’m sure of it…
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