…BUT WE LOVE THEM!

Sooooo heeere there are.

And the best for last!! I love you my little Ironman Alyssa.

So Batwoman in these pix is my MOM! How awesome is she?!?! I’m such a brag-a-holic when it comes to my family. Batman is my stepdad and the rest are my amazing friends from the gym. Fun times. Miss you all!

Balancing on one side — my life. My goals. My hopes. My worries and desires. On the other side, anchoring me from plummeting into total selfishness — my daughter. Her life. Her goals. Her dreams, desires and worries. Sometimes I sway to one end. Other times, I sway far back. I’m hardly ever balanced and ultimately one of us always pulls the short stick. Life acrobatics. Scary stuff.

I’ve heard the radio pyschologists. Read the advice columns. Seen Dr. Phil in his infamous rants. None of it I ever completely agree with. Its all so individual. I mean really, nothing NOTHING in this life is black and white. We exist in so many gray areas. So many caves. I guess its all about following whatever instictive path is lit at that time. Just take caution to not fall off the rope.

Anyway, here I am sitting in the library (lipgloss and flip flops in stow) doing homework, er, or attempting to do so. See, homework from home is just so unglamorous. As is home grown blogging. Instead I chose to take it to the streets and mooch of the OC public library wireless signal. Besides, my humble abode is so clean right now. Recently vacummed. Footsteps on the rug behinning to annoy me. Ya, I had to get out.

I dont really know what this post is about.  Maybe my life, my daughter, my friends and shadows. But whatever! I felt like writing.

PS. The job up in San Jose last Tuesday was a blast. Headed out again this Tuesday for another shoot. Sweet!. PPS. I miss handstands and cartwheels. :o(

PPPS. You can buy a large pizza at Lil’ Ceasars for only $5!! I’m outta here.

Booked an infomercial in San Jose, CA. Flew out EARLY, got home late, but had sucha blast. I’m a sucker for performance. Besides the crew I worked with, freaking awesome!!! I have adopted brothers and friends and mentours and…all the above.

All in all, good day!

She is the one who feeds us dinner, cause sometimes, I have nothing good to eat.

Julie is a great friend. So here she is!!!

PS. I am wearing a tube top in this video, so just ix-nay on the omments-cay. (did I do that right?)

The only maybe intersting piece of 411 is the update on this Match.com shin dig I’m up to now. I finally agreed to meet my first EVER (and last since) “date” from Match.com for lunch last Sunday. He is a great guy! Cute, fun, successful, witty, etc etc etc — I just feel in no place to seriously date. I honestly dont even know what I want anymore. So, in turn, I’ve cancelled my Match.com membership.

OH! The woes.

Last night was that night.

Fun times. Had intentions of only dinner and a movie (with a girlfriend) but ended up turning into so much more. Started in Irvine ended in Newport — Goat Hill Tavern. It’s a kick back, trendy hole in the wall (if there is such a thing) littered with woodchips, pool tables and peanut shells. It’s not the place to wear heels, so of course, I did. Enjoyed my night out, but not as much as I enjoy being home.

So some of the players of The Los Angeles Angels of Anaheim (<— could it get any longer?!??!) were kind enough to hang out for a while. Sweet guys. Young, fun, obviously talented and more than willing to take a photo. All I remember is Bobby Wilson — Mike Napoli — and shortstop(?)! haha. As you can tell, I’m not too much of a baseball fan. But a major fan of theirs now! Cool peeps!

 ….BLURRY! saw-wee. ;o(

Besides the craziness I have taken some time out for friends recently. Thank God for them! See I go to a church that emphasizes the importance of relationships. I’m trying super duper hard to put the focus of my life back on relationships and not so much on accomplishments, goals, blah blah blah. But working at relationships is soooo haaard! Who knew?!?!?

I just wanted to check in and say hello. Let you know I’m alive and hoping to get back to more regular blogging soon. I’ll be headed to a mid morning brunch this morning (it’s Mom’s bday) and my first experience at a Colombian-ish party this weekend.

….work has dwindlded to 4 hours a day Thursday and Friday (or round there). So…I have sometime off now?
Great.