Monica Durazo dot Com needs help!
…ok first of all, not doing well with this break up thing. It’s 12:30 a.m. in Nebraska and though bowling was fun, it was temporary. PEOPLE! I WANT HIM BACK SO BADLY!!! waaaah!
So I sound like a heart crushed teenage girl — but damn if that’s how I feel!
Just gonna put this out there and then move on….MICHAEL-I-WANT-YOU-BACK-SO-BADLY-IT-HURTS-I-HATE-BREAKING-UP-CAUSE-I-CANT-STAND-THE-LONELINESS-AND-OMG-WHERE-ARE-YOU-MY-MIND-IS-GOING-CRAZY-THE-WALLS-ARE-CLOSING-IN-ON-ME-AND-I-KEEP-PICKING-UP-THE-PHONE-TO-CALL-YET-I-DIAL-ALL-BUT-LAST-NUMBER-AND-THEN-HANG-UP-AND-THIS-IS-TOTALLY-EATING-AWAY-AT-MY-SOUL-AND-THERE-IS-SO-MUCH-TO-TELL-YOU-AND…oh hey! wait. Hope you checked the mail before you left?
arrgh! logistics. Ruin a good rant everytime.
Anyway, much better now. Off to sleep <—thats a lie (won’t sleep tonight, unless the tears drown me into a slumber). But I’m trying. So far, day 1 of the break up….garbage.
I’m sorry to hear about your relationship ending, however the best way to get over someone you love is love the one your with, so go out and find friends and hang out with them. time has a way of healing all things, i know you don’t want to hear that now, but you will see that im right. you will get better with each day. so find a friend and go out have some kind of fun, dont read anything depressing. pick up things that are funny fill your life with stuff that makes you happy and puts a smile on your face. plus the Lord loves you …you know that because you know the lord.personally. and he loves you so much more than any other person can. he has someone for you monica, and that some one will blow your mind. God knows whats best for us and trusting him to make those hard dessisions is the hard part but if you do then you have to know he wants whats BEST for you. and the BEST for you is coming. keep an open mind. God will help you.
your friend forever. im always here for you. God bless
Hadrill
i just took the time to read every word on yer site, i like it very much. i think i might start something like this myself. just a place to blog. im new to that also, love it monica. love you monica. and i would mention about the MILF thing from what i understand its about sex and you dont want a million guys banging on yer door do ya? ok never mind i dont want to know. im old man and dont want to think about you taht way. ok I LIE….he he he
Hadrill
http://www.hadhagerd.com for some free music.
Without going into a huge spill, I’d suggest you check out this blog post I made a while back, “Why Being Single Is Great”
http://www.shawn-knight.net/why-being-single-is-great/
Oops, I too hate Break Ups,
But every Start has its End.
I can feel what you must be feeling…but its life…………
even i cried!!!
listen to some nice songs and you will really feel better.